There
was once a young girl who lived in the Redlands, within the province of Markath,
which is down in the south where the vast, smooth plains give way to rocky
hills and even a few mountains. The girl lived in a city situated high up on
the tallest mountain in the province, a city called Usanith.
At
the time, there was a war. Markath was contending with their neighbor to the
north, Janikath, as they had on and off for centuries. The girl’s father was
killed, though she never learned how or where.
Time
passed, and the girl’s mother struggled to get by. The war was over – a
stalemate with no winner, as it always was – but there was hardly any joy to be
found in peace.
The
girl’s mother came to her one day and announced that a kind man had offered
them a place to live. The girl did not understand why their house – the one her
father had lived in with them – was so unsuitable now. Yet her mother refused
to explain, and so they left to move in to the man’s house.
The
man often had long talks with her mother – though from the girl’s point of
view, he did not let her speak very much. The girl could not understand what
they were talking about, but he talked a lot about a war – though it was not
one that she knew about. The war with Janikath was over. Her mother had been
somewhat quiet ever since the soldiers came to tell her about the girl’s
father. Yet now there was something different, and the mother hardly ever spoke
to the girl.
The
man did, though. He would come in to her room, sometimes late at night, when
she was supposed to be asleep. He would sit there for hours, and sometimes he
would brush his hand through her hair. The girl would tell her mother about
these visits, but her mother would only punish her for being a liar.
And
so it went for years.
One
day, the girl walked home from school. The rain had loosened the crumbling
cobblestones, and the girl fell as one of them gave way on a steep slope. The
knee in her pants leg was torn, and there was blood oozing from the cut. She
held back her tears – the man always yelled at her when she cried too much –
but it was difficult.
“My
poor dear, are you all right?” asked a bright, feminine voice. The girl looked
up. The woman who had run up to her was beautiful, with a round face, wide
eyes, and milk chocolate skin. The woman was wearing eye-shadow that was an
iridescent purple, like the wing of a butterfly.
“I…”
she fought to speak – the flood of tears required all of her effort to dam. “I
skinned my knee,” and then she began to cry, at a loss for control. The woman –
this stranger she had never seen before, held her close and patted her on the
back.
“There,
there, girl, there, there. Let’s get you inside and clean you up.”
The
woman led her into a nearby shop called Boulangerie Olanis. The girl had no
idea what a boulangerie was, but the shop was filled with the smell of fresh
bread and pastries. There was a man inside who looked very shocked. He was
wearing a hood over his thick coat, so that his eyes were partially obscured.
“What
are you doing?” asked the man, whose high-pitch voice severely undercut the
intimidating quality of the hood.
The
woman shook her head dismissively. “The girl needs a bandage. I’ll go fetch
one. Meanwhile, give her a snickerdoodle.”
The
man shrugged and went around behind the counter. The woman was wearing an
apron, but the man was not. The girl often found that she noticed things others
would not, like the apron. The woman worked here, and was probably named
Olanis. The man did not, but had to be a friend of the woman’s.
The
woman came back with a self-adhesive bandage and a bit of rubbing alcohol with
a cloth. “This is going to sting a bit, but it’s good for you.” The woman
dabbed some of the alcohol on the cloth and wiped the cut. It did sting, but
not as much as the girl had been expecting.
“I’m
Ellie, by the way. Ellie Olanis. This is my bakery. Do you like it?”
The
girl nodded. It was a warm place, both in temperature and light. It was as if
she had been transported away from all the dreariness of the rain swept city.
Ellie
looked up at the man, who had been munching on a nut-filled brownie. She
cleared her throat. The man put down the brownie. “Sorry, they’re just very
tempting,” he said.
“What’s
you name, dear?” asked Ellie. The girl frowned.
“My
mother told me not to tell strangers my name.”
Both
Ellie and the hooded man laughed. “A very sensible position. I understand
better than you know.” She looked the girl up and down. “You know, I think you
look like… a Tessa. So, Tessa, why were you in such a hurry to run down the
road?”
“It was raining.”
“It was raining.”
“You
don’t like to walk in the rain?”
“My
mom doesn’t like it when my clothes get wet.”
Ellie
nodded knowingly. She applied the bandage and stood up. “Well, I think you’re
all patched up. You want another cookie for the road?”
“Tessa”
accepted it. Ellie waved as she left the shop.
When
she returned home, her mother was not there. The man said only that she was in
the hospital, but he would not say why. Tessa retreated to her room and pushed
the dresser up against the door. Sure enough, the man came knocking. He
screamed at her foul words, and some she had never heard before. He pounded on
the door, kicking and slamming, but she only braced herself against it. This
went on for hours until finally, the man stopped and walked away.
She
sat there, bracing herself between the dresser and the bed. The sun had gone
down, but she worried that if she got up to turn on the light, he would be able
to break through.
It
was nearly pitch black. Tessa felt her eyelid drooping, and her head growing
heavy. That was when she heard the bright voice of Ellie Olanis. “Tessa, my
dear. Are you awake?”
She
looked up. Ellie was standing at the foot of her bed, holding a small, delicate lightbulb in her hand. The bulb was not attached to anything Tessa could see, and yet it glowed with a soft, warm light that reminded her of the bakery. She looked around. The window was still shut, and
the door had not been opened. “How did you get in here?”
“It’s
a special trick that I learned from some friends of mine. Tessa, I’m afraid I
have some very bad news. About your mother.”
Tessa
felt as if her blood were draining away. “She…” Then panic shot through her.
All she had left now was the man, the horrible, disgusting, wretched man.
Ellie
looked down. Somehow, she grew more beautiful in mournful respect. “I have come
to take you away from here. We need to go quickly. Is there anything here that
you want to take with you?”
There
was not. She had had a necklace – a tiny hourglass suspended on a chain – that
her father had given to her, but her mother made her get rid of it. Absent of
the necklace, Tessa suddenly came to realize that there was nothing in the
house that she wanted to keep.
“All
right, stay close, and don’t look at anything until we’re out of the house.”
Ellie
shoved the dresser far enough to allow them to exit the room. Somehow the grown
woman seemed to have a hard time moving what Tessa had done with ease. The terror
she had experienced had given her immense strength. “Now keep your eyes shut.
I’ll lead you out.”
As
they passed the living room, Tessa stole a glance. Ellie’s friend, the man with
the hood and the high-pitched voice, was standing over a body, holding a bloody
knife. The carpet was soaked with crimson, and she could recognize her
stepfather’s body by his shoes.
When
the hooded man saw that she was looking, he put the knife down. She had never
seen someone so consumed with shame. The man attempted to hide his face, but
she had seen him. She wanted to tell him that she did not judge him – that he
had done a good thing, but Ellie whisked her away too quickly.
When
they got back to the bakery, Tessa began to hear shouts and sirens. Several
blocks away, back where the horrible man’s house was, there was smoke risking
into the night air.
Ellie
and Tessa sat at a table in the back room of the bakery. Tessa spoke. “You
didn’t kill him for me, did you?”
Ellie
shook her head. “No.”
“Then
why?”
Ellie
took a deep breath. “You and your mother were not the only people he was
hurting. It’s… very complicated. I’m sorry that you saw what you saw.”
She
did not mind, though. Tessa did not tell Ellie this that night, but after all
the things the man had done, she was glad to see him dead. “You knew my name
all along, didn’t you?”
Ellie
nodded. “But if you’d like, I can keep calling you Tessa.”
“What
is your real name?”
Ellie
smiled. “All my names are real. But my friends in the House call me Lotus.”
“The
House? You mean where you live?”
Ellie
laughed. “No, not quite.”
When
Lotus, the hooded man, and Tessa were about to leave town, she decided to look
at the horrible man’s house one last time. It was a charred husk. Everything
had burned down to the foundation. The only thing left of it was dust.
(Copyright Daniel Szolovits 2012)